Pictures as a prior stage, a prior stage, not a sketch, a living prior that leads to
the goal. Everything was done aimed to be happy, to then divest myself, to then
be whole in the Moment of the union of my interior and the outside world: in the
moment. In the moment of the Painting. The moment as an offer of possibilities,
as the opener of gates, as a place of decisions. To do what I want and to follow
it, always steadily, in order to get closer and closer to me, myself and my center,
through my painting, the guide.
The conflict between lightness or heaviness in me and the expression in my
painting kept me trapped. Everything was done to overcome, to get to time, to
find to myself, to bring the inside out, to overcome opposites, to get the rhythm
of my body into the color, to bring the body into focus. Through targeted actions
and gestures, forces were uncovered, and my strength through color was more
and more targeted visualized and explored, a field of forces, a field of life, life
mirrored as the field of time. Finding the ease in doing and acting in the color,
with the goal to find the moment, to find happiness. To get into the rhythm of
color through my own rhythm, to put colors side by side then let them play with
themselves, give expression to colors, give colors their lives and their strength in
order to be payd back by them. To find the rhythm of the color, to find my own
rhythm, the rhythm of the body, to find myself in the object, in the canvas. To
overcome myself, to become, to be in form, color and image. The way .